Monday, February 10, 2014

Hello february

In progress on enhancing oh my english, but really want to type this post in malay actually T.T 
(ohh or can i just use manglish? :P)

Along showed us this article and asked abah, did he loves his job?




And abah answered,



Haha.
Abah is very the busy person, during weekend he still needs to answer phone calls asking about work. Sometimes up until night. But luckily, he could finish his work at home instead of staying until late night at office. (That's why mama keeps complaining :D) 

Yet abah still doesn't forget to spend his time with us; dinner together every night is a must, peel off buah mangga or jambu for us, go to pasar tani to buy groceries every friday morning, and others. :)





I showed the same article to suami and asked him the same question, and he replied:


"asalkan ada kerja dan halal dan dapat support family kita" :')


And i know he loves doing his job and as long as the salary is enough for us alhamdulillah. 

 
Being an engineer isn't that tough actually based on my own experience (or maybe i got the easy job in my dept?), except when you got pressure from your boss and colleague. Or maybe when it comes to tiredness of doing lotsss of works.
But, no matter what you do, be happy doing your work is your choice, you yourself decide it. I was once an engineer (eventhough for 3 months only). I loved and enjoyed doing my job actually (as i said, maybe because i got the easy job :D). I was happy just sitting on chair and translating the document and sent it to the customers. Easy and didn't feel tired at all.
But i prefer to be a lecturer; have to continue for master. And it's not easy actually, when you have to think and use your brain and the worst part is doing programming every single day T.T 
but....when you have someone who stay with you when youre down, keep on reminding you, give advisesss to you, everything will be fine and feel like easy as a piece of cake :)
suami, family, lecturers, friends, thank you!



Me 38 weeks pregnant today.  And our little caliph will be born anytime from now on. May Allah ease everything. cant waitt to see him/her. Thank you for all the doas and supports. :)






I know my english is bad >.< but thank you for reading ^^

Sunday, February 2, 2014

another year older, another year happier

Short vacation to PD
I can't express with words.
**(speechless)** 
Suami didn't stop praising how wonderful was that place.
Room was perfect with pool inside, surrounding was beautiful, breakfast was wonderful.
Spent the whole day exploring the whole room. 
Started thinking of the idea to decorate our house too :D
Just step outside in searching for air kelapa n tapau our dinner ikan bakar, 
returned back to the room celebrating my birthday, 
the last birthday we were celebrating together before we'll become 'the three of us' 
Of course planning to go there again next time insyaAllah :))
Yea, January has always been a meaningful month to me :')
May Allah be with us at every step we take, 
and may Allah guide us in every decision we make. Amin.


That was yummy moist chocolate cake.





Maternity leave has just started! 
The last day I went to the lab, saying goodbye to my messy workstation,
got kiss and hugs from the supervisor as well as
 got lotsss of advices about what I should do during the leave.
Leaving the lab (for a while) doesn't mean I have to free my mind about the research work.
Still have ton of work to do..
But at least don't have to rush every morning to the lab for few months :D
Counting the days to welcome our little caliph.
May Allah ease everything. Amin.







January report ends :)


Thursday, January 2, 2014

Nota cinta tahun baru

Has sensei dah bersoksek soksek di akhir tahun,
Saya pun nak bersoksek soksek juga la di awal tahun :D
Dan saya pun batuk dan selesema macam has sensei juga, 
dan teman yang lain yang juga tak berapa sihat; didoakan moga kami semua cepat sihat amin :D
Tak adalah nak soksek sangat pun, sebenarnya nak taip nota cinta di tahun baru semalam sempena masuk tahun baru ni kan tapi tak sempat.
Sedar-sedar dah 2hb ~,~
Dan harini curi masa sikit je untuk menaip ringkas.

Tiada apa yang diharapkan pada tahun ini, melainkan semuanya bertambah baik
Diharapkan tahun ini lebih baik dan baikk dan baikkk berbanding tahun lepas, 
Umur dah makin meningkat tapi amal masih berkurang :(
Moga terus ikhlas dan tingkatkan lagi amal terutamanya dalam baitul muslim yang kami bina
Moga dapat didik anak kami jadi anak soleh/solehah,moga baby membesar sihat dan comel  :)
Dan moga hari-hari makin penuh ceria

Dan juga moga hari-hari yang bakal disusuri nanti
Tiada lagi rasa tertanya-tanya pada benda yang tak sepatutnya
Moga terus redha
Biarkan. Biarkan.
Asalkan bumil bamil(?) dan baby sihat ceria

Harini genap 2 tahun pemergian arwah tok ayah.
Semalam teringat arwah tiba-tiba mengalir air mata.
Suami dah kaget kenapa isteri dia tiba-tiba je kan :D
Sungguh pemergian arwah sangat beri kesan besar pada diri saya.
Moga kami dan keluarga dapat kumpul sama-sama di syurga nanti,
Dapat buat reunion keluarga sambil minum sama-sama di tepi sungai yang airnya dari susu enak :')
Amin ya Rabb.

Ok, ringkas saja.
Selamat mempertingkatkan amal :)

Thursday, December 12, 2013

Cinta itu menyedarkanku

*Tajuk post x boleh blah kan. petikan dari buku uke

"Adakah kamu menyangka
Bahawa aku gembira
Menerima sepasang rama-rama
Di dalam kotak berkaca
Sempena hari jadiku
Sebenarnya aku tidak gembira
Dengan pemberian kamu
Aku lebih gembira
Jika melihat rama-rama itu terbang bebas
Di pesta hari jadiku."


Gembira rasanya (macam rama-rama yg terbang bebas di pesta hari jadi) bila 2,3 orang suruh kita update blog lagi. kita tak sangka orang nak baca blog kita yang medu-medu ni. terima kasih duhai sahabat duhai teman yang sentiasa mengingati. 
Kita ni sedang bermalas-malasan kat lab, biasa lah pagi-pagi pergi lab, tunggu lepas makan pagi baru ada semangat nak buat research. Jadi kita gunakan masa 
bermalas-malasan pagi ni untuk update blog, lepas ni baru buat kerja :D
Tapi sebenarnya kita tak tahu nak cerita pasal apa. Jadi kita taip sesuka hati je lah ye. 
Sejak dua menjak ni kita sukaaa sangat baca buku. Tapi kita baca buku melayu je, 
kita tak baca buku inggerish sebab kalau kita baca buku inggerish, tunggu dapat cucu 3 orang pun belum tentu habis kita baca buku tu. Sebab tu la kita beli buku harry potter dalam bahasa melayu, 3 hari je dah habis baca. Kita rasa sebab kita tak terer bahasa inggerish sebab tu kita tak baca buku inggerish. Lepas tu kan, sekarang ni kan kita tengah sambung master, semuaaaaa paper, journal tu semua dalam bahasa inggerish. Haaa padan dengan muka kita sebab kena baca paper dengan journal dalam bahasa inggerish. 
Terkial-kial nak cari word inggerish kalau nak tulis paper.
Konklusinya, buku bahasa inggerish jangan dilupa.

 
Tata, dah nak pergi makan untuk jana tenaga untuk ibu dan baby :D

Monday, December 2, 2013

7 months-baby bump's getting bigger ^^

gambar sekadar hiasan: sang lion yg tak pernah penat pancutkan air

selera makan bertambah, saiz perut pun bertambah lah kan.
tapi yang peliknya bukan saiz perut kita je yang membesar, 
saiz perut housemate pun sama membesar. haha :D
tapi sekarang tak boleh makan banyak sangat sebab perut akan rasa sakit dan ngilu.
bak kata doktor, makan sikit tapi kerap. 
tapi bila dah ada sepinggan nasi goreng ikan masin depan mata, 
macamana nak makan sikit tapi kerap tu?
dan kalau jalan pun dah tak boleh jalan laju-laju, 
sebab cepat semput, dan tak cukup nafas.
mungkin sebab oksigen yang disedut tu dikongsi 2 orang agaknya.
juga tak boleh minum berais, akan sakit-sakit badan.
sakit pinggang pun dah beransur hilang,
cuma kena letak benda lembut untuk sokong bahagian belakang.
nampak macam penat kan? macam tak larat kan?
tapi kalau pandang dari sudut positif, fabiayyi alaa'i rabbikuma tukadzibaan..
moga diri tak terlalaikan. sungguh aku syukur atas nikmatMu yang terlimpah bagiku :)

tapi kadang-kadang rasa susah nak positifkan diri.
geramnyaaaa pada orang-orang yang tak memahami dan pentingkan diri.
tapi bila orang cakap, bumil shares eeeeverything with baby inside tummy;
bukan hanya makanan yang dimakan, tapi perasaan dan apa yang kita fikirkan pun baby boleh rasa. dan bila fikir baby akan dapat kesan itu juga macam ibu dia, terus jadi positif balik. dan akan ulang-ulang cakap dalam hati, taknak baby sedih taknak baby fikir negatif.


"the hardest part of being strong is no one knows when you're in pain. 
no one knows either your smile is the real or just another fake one."
demi baby kugagahi diri :)


kadang-kadang baby ketuk perut ibu belah kanan, kadang-kadang dia main rollercoaster dari petang saaampai la masa ibu dia nak tidur. baby kekuatan ibu dan baba, enjoy your time, see you soon and we'll have great time together insyaAllah :)